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Thursday, April 27, 2006
failed chem again. **** la. why cant i just wake up one morning and find my head full of organic chem... why is it so much easier to figure out maths and physics...i just dont get it.

i'm tired and i have nothing to say, but i dont feel like studying for the BOP test tmr so i'm online. got another organic test in week 8, along with maths and physics. and SPA in week 7.

I EFFING HATE TJ!!!!!

i cant wait for june. world cup. amore. studying...

2 out of 3 positives isnt bad.

ooh champions' league final in 3 weeks : Barcelona vs Arsenal...

ok i just thought about alex karev again. I want an alex karev for myself...or in any case i wanna kiss like that. if the guy's a sexy beast like alex, then all the better. haha...ok navleen and i are obviously pervs, but when you're as deprived of hot guys as we are...well, alex is like a greek God...and mcdreamy wouldnt be too bad either, tho the grey/mcdreamy/mrs shepard triangle is a bit stale. it's all about alex/izzie now.
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
i havent spoken to keng foo since monday. isnt that the weirdest thing. i don't think i've gone this long without talking to him. i think we're all so busy that BC hasnt actually been totally together since forever... it's just funny i guess, after spending almost every break and choir practice together for 2 months, and then a week in the US, it's like a drug addict going cold turkey and abstaining totally... so mr tan keng foo, please let us know where you've disappeared to...and COME TO THE CONCERT...

this weekend i read memoirs of a geisha. it's so weird trying to read a book again after a few years of thinking it was really boring. i think i tried reading it in sec 2 and couldnt get past the first chapter, but now, it has turned into 1 of the most captivating books i've ever read. much better than the movie (thanks in no small parts to the lack of zhang ziyi's annoying cheene accent). it's funny how this has happened to so many books for me...god of small things, pride and prejudice, emma...but i'm happy i tried again. i would have missed out if i hadnt.

i also tried studying this weekend. i did my physics and econs homework and will soon be off to do maths and chem. i'm getting scared everytime someone mentions A levels now. it's too close for comfort. 6 months.

and minus all the time i'll spend in choir practice, it's actually 5 months. and i realise how crappy the choir is...seriously..i mean it's pretty fun now that we're on better terms with certain ppl, (who are quite funny actually), but we still cant disguise the fact that nobody has any clue how to sing the musicals.

on a brighter note, only 47 more days to the world cup.
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Friday, April 21, 2006
determination: firmness of purpose according to the oxford dictionary...can also be defined as "something i do not have"

its something i got a lesson in yesterday...courtesy of one arvin tang hong wei...

that boy is a miracle. with a malfunctioning heel, a rickety knee, a running style that has him landing on the outside of his foot with every stride, other personal problems, every tutor coming down on him, he still managed to win every single race he was in(i think). 100m, 4x400 and dunno what else.he's like a roadrunner. his recovery rate after a sprint to start a new race is mind-blowing.dunno how he just keeps going and going and going at that blistering pace. the fact that he had injuries should have kept him out of sports day but i think he knows how hard beta will find it to win anything with him gone, so he put it all out of his mind and ran and won. and he told me he was totally not ok and his foot was strapped up after that, but he still did it.

so i'm asking myself, if a guy like arvin can overcome all that and still win, why cant i, an able minded person, with academic potential, do better in my studies? just no determination. well that's gonna change. 4 months down, 6 to go. its time to start...no more excuses i think. and for the first time, i think i can really pass maths this time.

another thing i saw today was the new coldplay video(the hardest part). now coldplay videos are always interesting but this one in particular is about an 85 yr old woman and 29 year old man doing acrobatics together. if i had done some of the things the woman did i would have broken my spine, hip, you name it. which brings me to think, how did i lose the toned body that i had in sec1 and become such a blimp. so after may 13th...every other day i'm going running. and maybe in june i'll go back to amore. i'm not going to uni in this physical state...yuck.
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
it's amazing how things can change in one night. the dynamics of a group of friends, friendship itself. now, we barely even see each other let alone talk...all over what? i don't even know. i dont know why it changed or whether it can change back...time to give up hope i think.

thank God for sensible girlfriends who don't ignite over i-dont-even-know-what

that day we were discussing cloning in GP and how the male species would eventually be phased out and i must say it's a great prospect, in a totally non-lesbian way. seriously, a world without boys and all the problems that come with them. bliss..at least my life would be a lot simpler.

on a brighter note, my maths and physics marks are picking up. not too bad. hopefully, i can keep this rhythm going and really work on my chem.

we had a talk how not to marry a jerk, and cheryl and i had some good suggestions for that, which i shall not divulge. the basic idea would be to look outside of tj.

ok time to go back to watching gastro-porn nigella now...i swear just watching this makes me put on weight...or maybe that's just water retention my tame version of PMS...
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
this week has been a blur of tests, avoiding tests, catching up on mardi gras rehearsals, and avoiding my mother with her violent mood swings. thankfully it has all ended, with mardi gras rounding off this painful week. due to my mother's bitchy pissy-ness ( yes i know i'm going to hell) and the fact that i had returned from beautiful san fran to bleagh TJ, coupled with the mardi gras rehearsals (sometimes lack thereof), i was in a pretty bad mood for some time. so, apologies to anyone who noticed/cared/got snapped at(nobody i think)/tried to cheer me up. i think i'm over all of it now.

on wednesday night, after muddy grass dress rehearsal, grace, qua and i met up with others at our second home PS, for a long awaited P8 reunion, tho belle sadly couldnt show up in the end. it was great to be among those girls again with our total lack of concern about the volume of our voices. bitching, catching up, contemplating how its possible for boys to be so disappointing and stupid, remembering the good old cedar days, it really cheered me up after a terrible 3 days. i love them. and breaks and lunches in school with nav,shing and cheryl are quickly becoming my one saviour in that horrid green mushroomland.

today i had to lug a really heavy bag to school full of mardi gras costume, shoes, make up and of course school books...mardi gras was pretty boring and our first performance was total nonsense, second round was better tho. bollywood was fun fun fun... and that was about it. by the time i reached home my feet had developed about 4 blisters due to my heels and my legs wanted to fall off. oh and fyi, i got 2 for PW. thank god i'll never have to see any PW crap ever again.ok its late and i'm exhausted after this miserable week. i'm off.

PS: having no tagboard is oddly liberating, since now i really dunno( and dun care) what ppl have to say to me or about me.
PPS: COAT GUY IS HOT!!!! i miss tall guy.
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Friday, April 07, 2006
The loveliness of Paris seems somehow sadly gay
The glory that was Rome is of another day
I've been terribly alone and forgotten in Manhattan
I'm going home to my city by the Bay
I left my heart in San Francisco
High on a hill, it calls to me
To be where little cable cars climb halfway to the stars
The morning fog may chill the air, I don't care
My love waits there in San Francisco
Above the blue and windy sea
When I come home to you, San Francisco
Your golden sun will shine for me
-I left my heart in san francisco
wow this song is apt. it's been around 24 hours since i got back from SF and i feel oddly empty, like there's a gaping hole in my chest. after all, it was just about the best week i've had in the past 2 years.
i left at 110pm on March 31st 2006, very eager, a little apprehensive about my competition. after the most boring flight i've ever encountered and then an even more boring transit in taipei airport we were off to san francisco. not a bad flight there, though the in flight entertainment and food was absolute bullshit. so we touched down at san fran and reached the hotel to discover that hotel brochures were highly deceiving and our room was about half the size we expected it to be, with no handphone reception whatsoever. but no matter, we were here, in san francisco, the moment we had all been waiting for for a few months. had rehearsal that night which was a bit wishy washy. dinner at burger king where the food was so huge that grace and i had to share a burger. daniel's burger was as big as his face.
slept early that night in the hopes that prac the next day would go better. in the end, there was no prac so we went sightseeing a bit and climbed this unbelievably steep slope to a little dog run at the top with a fab view. came back to the hotel for soundcheck at mission dolores basilica, quite possibly the most beautiful church i've ever seen and also the coldest. competition went really well, we were in tune and in rhythm but karimatanu could have been better. but everyone seemed happy and we got some great applause and comments from the audience.
got up early for workshops with 2 out of 3 of the judges before going back to the basilica for a QnA with Chanticleer, the resident choir of the festival. they were really interesting and their musical director Joseph Jennings was one of the most interesting choral personalities ive ever seen. some people seemed to think he was arrogant, but i think his attitude oddly suited him.
went for dinner at this burger joint In n Out at Fisherman's Wharf with the Tawa College Choir from New Zealand, the best choir in the competition in my opinion. and they were great people. made friends with some of them..and cheryl and i were gawking at TB every time he walked past us with his gorgeous green eyes. went back to the church after that for the select choir performance and results. AND WE GOT GOLD!! haha i was so happy i cried. no joke. and to top it all off, i was treated to a performance by Chanticleer, an all male choir who are the BEST CHOIR IN THE WORLD!! their performance was so mind-blowing, there was a 5 minute standing ovation.
after that night of just plain high-ness, we slept late but still got up early for the now predictable breakfast of scrambled eggs. saw the golden gate bridge which was beautiful and took loads of pics of it and with it. saw the 'crookedest street in the world' LOMBARD STREET after that. it was so cute but it looked so dangerous for cars. i mean, the gradient was so steep and with all these hair pin bends. i much preferred walking down it. even though it wouldnt stop raining everyday and the weather and wind was so cold, nothing could make us unhappy, and we braved the cold to get to Union Square, where we all went absolutely crazy shopping. after we discovered Old Navy, the best store i've ever seen, we spent about an hour there snapping up stuff for ourselves and other people. it was great. went back to the hotel to get ready for the festival DINNER AND DANCE at 730. the food and music and dancing was all great. i had so much fun that i was almost high when it ended at 11.
the 4th was dedicated to Fisherman's Wharf and Pier 39, where we did even more shopping at all the street side shops and Hard Rock Cafe where we later ate lunch. Also went to Alcatraz Prison, which was historical and really interesting. I mean how many people can say that they've actually seen Al Capone's prison cell?that night the 5 of us went for dinner with my father. it was GREAT to see him again and we went to this Brazilian restaurant where the meat just kept coming and coming and coming. and when we were all stuffed, Jonathan just kept eating and eating. and my chocolate mousse came in a chocolate bowl, can you believe that??i couldnt finish it tho, it was just too much. had to pack that night as we wouldnt have time the next day, then after that spent an hour in daniel's room playing bridge and checking my email. jon was so high that night, jumping all over the place and basically cheering me cheryl and grace up in our room. he and grace even damaged our bed, which thankfully housekeeping did not notice.
our last day in san fran was spent at golden gate park, which is botanic gardens x500 in terms of size and beauty. daisies, the japanese tea garden, the flower conservatory, everything was just so pretty that i wanted to lie in the fields forever. went back to union square after that to take the cable car which was great. it's so unique to san francisco. went to barnes and nobles after that to warm up and look for my mother's magazine. later we went to union square for dinner and we finally found our ever elusive krispy kreme donuts which were so fricking fabulous that i think i could live on them. left soon after that for the airport, signalling the end of that wonderous trip and the beginning of my heartache. it was lessened slightly by the fact that they showed goblet of fire on board, but returned in full force the moment we landed in taipei.
san fran was such a great city with its own unique culture. and the perfect weather on the last day. when i heard it was 31 degrees in singapore i nearly cried. but i also learned alot about the other people in the choir. not everyone is exactly as they seem. some people are in fact nicer, and some are not. the full meaning of 'do not judge a book by its cover' hit me on this trip. but overall, it was the best time i've had in my tj years (haha tj reminds me of the funny german guy we met on our last morning...his name was seriously TJ) and i'm gonna remember it always. and even if i dont, the 100 or so pictures i took will remind me.ok the hole in my heart just twinged a bit at all these memories. but nevermind, i'm back now, in the land of chilli sauce(FINALLY!! one week without it has left me brain dead). i'm gonna study and get my As and make enough money in the future to take me back to this beautiful city by the bay.
and just for interest's sake, my nephew's name is Nikhil Shyam Dinesh. nice...
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